My life Stories
Life is truth when we fell that our life is happy or unhappy, we must believe that life in the world just a moment. After I have been adult. I can fell that life is so hard difficult where I must look for money to my life.
Ok I will tell for you about my life stories, don’t cry after read my story hehehehe….
I was born in Lubuk linggau. In April 20, 1985. We are a big family because I have four brothers and three sisters. I’m number sixth of my brothers and my sisters. Since I was seven years, I had leaved by mother. I didn’t know what I felt at the time. I just fell; she will come back again and hold me again but at this time I never meet again. Now I can fell that I have missed her and I fell sad in myself.
Since my mother dead, I like a ship which sailing to oppose wave at the sea and than be tossed at the middle sea so I’m very confuse and afraid in there but I must get out of the big wave if I just in there without no anything I do… so I’m sure I will sink in the sea. Likes life, I must try to better life, I try life without my mother but she is in my heart, sometime I cry if I remember her. Sure I shout “don’t cry” its simple problem, you must accept, Allah will not give a exam to people if they can’t, I speak to my heart.
When I graduated of elementary school, I continued to junior school. It’s near my house so it’s easy to go to school without not spend much money and time. At the junior school I got exam again, my father married with a widow when I was second class, I didn’t like with his wife, so she is a lazy wife and never do praying to Allah, I disappointed him. I think that my life is bad why all of they leaved me, so every time, if I’m in the bedroom I always crying so after that I never studied well because there no person to attention me again so I think school didn’t help me to go out of my problem. Studying just made our mind is broke more so I just spend my time for sport, Playing base ball with my friend make me happy ending. My lips always smile but not in my heart which shout, I don’t know when I could go out of my problem. There is no my friend to understood about my private. They didn’t know if I have not parents, if they was talking about their family I shall go away from their, so among of them didn’t know about my family.
Graduated of junior school, I got small value so my brother angry with me, I just quite he didn’t know what felt in my heart. in here I was very confuse in the think what I didn’t continue my school if I school I must choose school that can made my soul is quite may be this is a true walk which is given Allah to me. I get a good school because I have a good hobby one of teacher in there knew to me. He is a trainer when I played Volley ball so after I register I ask to played together in their club.
Oh ya I school in Madrasyah Aliyah Negeri I, its high school in lubuk linggau. I am very happy in this school because I knew other lesson, likes Arabic, Al-quran and Hadits, and Fiqih which I got in other school. But same in junior school there is no friend that knew about my private, I have many friends but anyone which can be true friend. not I choose what else but I just look friend which can make me enjoy with her. Well when I sad or happy. Sometimes I found friend just a moment when we together we are friend but when we so far so she or he doesn’t response to us. I think I’m lazy to talking my private to them. Quiet is better than speaking.
Graduated of high school, I didn’t continue my study, I just helped my brother in his shop as long as one years. As long as one year I tried to take computer course so that I didn’t miss knowledge in the world. Day after day I had not thought to school again but in other time my mind changed to continue my school so I take school in STKIP PGRI Lubuk Linggau until now I have been study 3 years in here. Now I’m sixth semester, I take English program departure. I’m happy, I don’t really if I can school so high. Thanks Allah, what you have given me.